
I've gone to sleep a couple of times recently; in public. I've come home with needless plastic and food not organic when I had the choice otherwise.
It took 24 hours before I realized I could have bought walnuts in bulk instead of grabbing the three ziploc bags for a dollar off like I was at an I Love Lucy girdle sale. I looked at the bulk walnuts, nearly reached in and tasted one, but still grabbed the prebagged nuts and dropped them in the canvas bag that also held half a dozen empty cotton produce bags.
I couldn't wait to get to the car and eat a handfull.
Then I went to the grocery store for milk. Simply walking through the automatic doors makes me dizzy. But I made a straight line to the milk aisle avoiding even a glance at the magazines.
The internal routine began. Should I buy the milk in the carton or the milk in the glass jar. Back and forth. They're both local. This dariy captures the methane. That one has been around forever. I chose the carton. It lasts longer.
But then which carton; 1%, 2%, whole, non-fat? The cute guy had read whole milk is better for you. He may have made it up. I don't know. I grabbed the whole milk. I was getting cold in front of the refrigeration and wanted to leave.
"Why didn't you get organic?" he asked when I got home.
My mouth dropped open. I woke up. Between the carton, bottled or level of fat or not, organic never entered the equation. Or my mind.
But there's always next time. That is if I don't fall asleep.